I hate this so much we both know whats coming and theres no clear reason for why but how can I prevent the future? the last thing I want is to lose you, I love you with all my heart but thats not enough. I cant make you feel a certin way. I just want everything to clear up but no matter what my feelings will never change for you. 

Have you ever had a shitty weekend, and then someone your really close to was out having the time of their life.. and it just makes you feel all the more worse? i have.

that text you know right after you send it your gunna regret it-_- fml